I really don’t blame people for leaving or walking out of my life. I know i’m a lot to handle. I know i have a lot of baggage. I know sometimes i get really confusing because fuck, i even confuse myself sometimes. But i know one thing for sure is that i have so much fucking love in my heart. I have so much love and no one wants it. I dont want to be hurt anymore. I don’t want someone to tell me they love me and change their mind the next day. I want someone to accept me and accept my love and just stay. I just want someone to fucking stay. Is that so much to ask for?
The year is 2018. Your bills are on autopay. You just got paid and you still have $1200 from the last check. When you want something, you buy it without moving money around. Your credit cards are paid off. You and your friends have 2 international trips planned and paid for this year. Your parents are in great health and you’re able to help if they need anything. You love your job. Your desired creative career is falling into place and you get to take your little cousins to Six Flags and Universal Studios over the Summer. Your relationships are healthy and supportive. All of the toxic energy from the past 6 years is gone. You going to concerts, eating good across the states and your crib has art and warmth throughout. 2018 is going to be so good to you.
reblogging this for that 2018 good luck
Speaking this into existence.
Speak to your future, watch it speak back.
THAT PART!!! 🙌🏾🙌🏾🙌🏾🙌🏾
Gonna post this on my bathroom mirror as an affirmation
